the beautiful & damned lyrics – g-eazy

when you move as fast as im movin
all the toxic things that im using
all the substances im abusin
all the sex and the drugs and the boozin
the decision is mine for the choosin
but i cant understand what im losin
cause i been this way its not a new thing
i know a gemini can be confusing
split right down the middle like theres two of me
no hiding i bare all nudity
this is everything that comes with celebrity
criticism ridicule and the scrutiny
think about what i spent on some jewelry
but it all comes back to me usually
and its none of yalls business truthfully
you dont know bout the fame what it do to me
im talking to myself like every night
you could try to be a better guy
but to understand a gemini
angel devil its both him and i
demons in me they just multiply
if i dont kill em all i never try
life is short and men lie women lie
but a legend he could never die

ever seen a devil with a halo yeah
ever seen an angel with some horns yknow
everybody got their own demons
everybody fightin their own war
i can be an angel sometimes i can be real fucked up
i miss you only sometimes i give you real tough love
cause im a devil with a halo whoa-oh-oh

yeah put the hours in put the work in
swear i try so hard to be perfect
but sometimes shit feels like a burden
cause i still aint shit but a person
switch lanes in the porsche that im swervin
tell myself slow down off the bourbon
“when you drive like that it made me nervous”
not tonight not closing the curtains
when i die not trying to see hell
feel like im headed that way in a v12
and i just broke up with my female
on tour had to do it by email
but thats all ima save you the detail
therapy with a beat and a freestyle
either way live today ima be well
cause i never wanna let em see me fail
im talkin to myself “whats wrong with you
you should make some songs to turn up to
thinkin too much like you usually do
til you drink some liquor then youre cool
throw your brain away thats all it takes
dumb it down but thats not what he makes
then say fuck the sales and fuck the biz
its not that easy gerald nothing is”

ever seen a devil with a halo yeah
ever seen an angel with some horns yknow
everybody got their own demons
everybody fightin their own war
i can be an angel sometimes i can be real fucked up
i miss you only sometimes i give you real tough love
cause im a devil with a halo whoa-oh-oh…